My makeup TV show aired yesterday on TLC ("Get Your Face On")!
I remember getting a call for the show to come interview..I was like.."eeeh..a reality tv show..not really for me, no thanks." The casting director told me to think about it and call her if I change my mind. One of my friends reminded me of the reasons why I came out to LA and told me that really there isn't much to lose by trying. No Hurt. So I did the interview with the thought in my head to just use the show for self promotion, as most people do. So that is what I did.
You can tell at the beginning it seems like I don't really care if I am there or not, but all I care about is just doing the best to my ability and show the world what I got.
It was such an interesting point in my life, I just started dating my girlfriend Sandy, and then all of a sudden I have cameras in my face 12 hours a day every day.
I would go to bed at night and think someone was still watching me..it was so creepy
BUT I did it, and looking back, I am glad I did. I made some good friends, and have had some great things come along.
It's a strange thing to see yourself on TV...very. Looking back knowing what I know about certain people now, and how they act on TV cracks me up. People are so funny, our behavior, our thought process and actions..
If it wasn't for her, I would have gone even more insane than I already am!
xoxo
